You may laugh, but I wanted to clarify something. Do I suffer from anorexia nervosa?
Please, only answer this question if you are going to be serious about this.
I wanted to clarify something because I want to know whether I suffer from a disorder or not. I don’t want to be checked by a doctor because the only doctor I know is my dad and he will just force me to eat loads cause he’s italian blah blah blah..
Btw, the question is “Do you think I have anorexia nervosa?”
I am 14 years old. I have been known throughout my life as being a perfectionist–>runs in the family actually.
I weigh 45kg and I’m 162cm.
I weigh myself every night and morning–>I know its obsessive but I can’t help it.
I often stare at myself in the mirror for quite a while. I can be vain sometimes when I feel attractive, however I am often scream at myself in my head for being so hideous.
I do calorie count. I prefer to restrict myself to 1000 calories less than my bmr (basal metabolic rate?).
So I eat 362 calories when I have the chance of calorie counting, that is.
I am an only child.
I am very close to my mother and she knows EVERTHING about me.
There is absolutely nothing she doesn’t know. I tell her about my calorie counting and she supports my ideas because my plan is to eventually-very gradually-raise my calories by 50 per week (once I have reached my weightloss goal).
I do plan to eventually eat 800 calories. And maybe sometime down the track 1000 calories.
I really want to eat healthy. I just want to be skinny.
Preferably ….underweight.
According to somebody my height and age. I would have to be 40kg to be underweight. That is the plan. I don’t specifically want to look sick. I just want to be sure that if I do happen to gain weight when I raise my calories, I don’t gain weight to a level that I am not happy with.
My initial weight was 50-51kg. So far I have lost 5kg.
I am OKAY…with this result but I do want more.
My friends think I’m anorexic–>bυt οnlу two know I calorie count.
I constantly deny іt tο thеm, though I reflect I maybe.
I don’t know. I know I аm seeing mу self “aptly” іn thе mirror. I аm quite сеrtаіn οf thіѕ.
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